im having a really really hard time not stabbing myself. im so sick of disappointment everyday. i fear that i have failed my mission and i want to come home.... i want to paint your room for you.... a nice reddish color... im sick of every empire i build being destroyed in days by the same person who helped build it and im sick of every story ( Read more... )

ive decided i have to swim with the currents. its time for achangeofseason

that means delete elfenboy and add achangeofseason

ive decided i have to swim with the currents. its time for achangeofseason

ive decided i have to swim with the currents. its time for achangeofseason

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"and i know what i have to do now... ive got to keep breathing... because tomorrow the sun will rise, who knows what the tide could bring."

eighteen is like ( Read more... )

its my birthday i can cry if i want to... fuck thanksgiving

i went to a TCE show tonite, they were awesome as usual. i kinda played though i really didnt but i half met some cute girl with a nice ass ::laughs:: she was at the last show (the one i played good at) and she wants to be my groupie, thats awesome, just the fact that a girl liked something about me is awesome... well see if shes at the next TCE ( Read more... )

i could sleep standing up
but would you still be there in my wake
youre in my dreams,
and my dreams i dont want to leave
the most perfect things occur during sleep,
and life is full of disappointments.