This journal is really not a journal. The whole purpose was to have something to stay in touch with one or two people who I don't think really care. I mean they care as long I serve their interest. It is alright if I am an after thought because I will always be there. They are of course right that I will be always be there but not in the same ( Read more... )

Man I have been coughing like a fool at night. Can't sleep! I hate it when I can't sleep. Than I cut my lip shaving today. I must be a total moron.

Tomorrow I work once again on my magical scrolls (a.k.a. Martin's book that he will probally never finish). What is most exciting about this is that Sandrine wants to work on it together. Sandrine or better known in our realm as Alina has an incredible magic gift when it comes to the yielding magic writing feathers. She has taken this form of ( Read more... )

Today Matt left for Boot Camp to become a Marine. We will see if he can hack it ( Read more... )

The weather really suck here in Sarasota. It has been raining all day and it is wet and cold outside. I hate wet and cold. I get so tired when it rains all day. But I don't let the rain get me down. Because ( Read more... )

Wouldn' t it be nice if we were older
and we would have to wait so long.

Yes it would nice but that is the stuff dreams are made of, but I atleast they can't take away my dreams. I am the Pan.

Finally after being confined to my bed for the last few days I feel better. Maybe I should have gone to the doctor earlier but I have this thing about going to doctors ( Read more... )

I have been sick for the last few days and have not been around a whole lot. Prior to that I have been busy with going from one thing to the next. The other day took over the world with my new ally Kenny the Terrible and wiped Neil and Mike from the Risk board. Than went to see Toby Mac after that all I did is cough, than puke, than sleep ( Read more... )

I usually never dream. Now I have been told that everyone dreams. Ever so often I have dream. Not like bad dreams like many cats may have but just interesting dreams. Don't you ever wonder about those dreams that are so real that when you wake up you are surprised it was a dream. Like this morning I woke up from this dream and I was man. Why ( Read more... )

I traveled through the deepest fog the other night. I has just returned from the other coast where I inspected some of the workings of an under elf. We listened to music and had Java and watched Chris try to mack on girls. It was all in all a very fun experiance. When I went to Billy's cave I found it not as messed up as I expected it to be, and ( Read more... )