so i feel totally homeless which is ironic because in actuality i have 2 places i could stay at the moment and yet i dont feel comfortable in either one. I love my apartment so much and the more i think about leaving it and moving back home the more upset i get. i just wish i was able to work more last year so i could have saved up a little more ( Read more... )

this is very sad... i have nothing to post about, but apparently neither does any of my friends on livejournal. the last post on my friends page is from july 10, thats 12 days ago... i thought my life was shitty and boring, but i guess so is everyone elses.... however it might be a good thing because people usually post about problems and things ( Read more... )

im writing this as a general statement, but it was inspired by something that happened tonite, and im sure the person who inspired it will be able to figure it out ( Read more... )

why does my life seem to be continously spiraling downwards? i just want things to seem just a little bit better, but everyday i find something else that just disappoints me and makes me just a little more dissatisfied with everything around. i hate to say it but i feel like i have nothing in my life to be happy for right now. i cant even say my ( Read more... )

most of you who read this know the situation with my bathroom... which started about june 1, which is now 2 weeks ago!! so after discussing with my dad the issues, we decided to write a letter asking for an adjustment to my next months rent. something to me, that doesnt seem completley unreasonable, but of course my landlord went crazy. she came ( Read more... )

nothing sucks more when having a shitty week then being ditched by all your friends... some more then others. and those people who truly ditched me know who they are, so this isnt directed at everyone, but i really was looking forward to going out tonite, especially after not going out at all this weekend, but that didnt happen, so it made tonight ( Read more... )

i just wish camp would start so i would have something to distract me from all this misery and pain im feeling :-( when you have nothing to do, it gives you way too much time to think about all the things in your life you arent happy with it. and it sucks b/c i do most of my thinking when i should be sleeping, like right now and instead im ( Read more... )

in some sense of that statement, that is literally true. the bathroom at my apartment is actually falling apart. one shower fall was loose and eventually came down and then the pipes from the bathroom above mine is leaking, so they removed the ceiling tile b/c it was wet and gross. and they supposedly had fixed the leak on monday, but as i ( Read more... )

for whatever reason, listening to that song depresses me... b/c i truly feel like i dont have a home to go back to anymore. and whenever i go back there i become even more depressed and hate my life even more. the people that should support you more than anything are the people who seem to make me hate myself the most ( Read more... )

honestly i have nothing else to say right now besides, its FUCKING OVER!!! this absolute, horrible, long semester is done with. no more finals, at least as an undergrad!! party time this weekend.