holy shit. i am absolutely in love with my life. everything is perfect. i didnt really realise it until recently but i could not ask for anything more. i have the best friends in the entire world who would do absolutely anything for me and i would do anything for them. i love them so much. i have the most perfect girlfriend. she's made me so ( Read more... )

wow! its been over two months since ive updated...strange... anyway i know this girl...shes absolutely amazing...thats just about it for my update...

ive tried to deal with so much shit for a long time. but it finally occured to me that i dont have to. i shouldnt have to deal with feeling used and feeling like i dont matter. because theres plenty of people out there who wont treat me like that. its so weird that the one person who made me feel more loved and more special and more beautiful ( Read more... )

sigh...

i wish i knew what what going on right now...

i pierced my toungue and its fuckin awesome...jessica crashed my car last night cuz shes crazy...but she helpedpay for most of my toungue so i still love her...hmmmmmmmm...im workin for my grandpa today for his construction company...im getting like 100 dollars but it all going towards something amazing right away...like dinner and debt...

ill feel like im supposed to be able to tell you anything but what i have to say, i worry will scare you off...i dont know what to do...and ive come so far it would kill me if i messed things up...

i got a new tattoo!!! yay!!! but my arm is a little sore...

today is jessica's birthday and it's awesome because we are going to do something fun. im really really happy right now even though some people suck big balls. i guaged my ear back to zero so thats effin sweet too. i love everybody and its nice to hagout.

well...jess played around with the journal so it looks cooler now..i saw two amazingly bright shooting stars tonight...and i smoked three strawberry cigars...life is goin okay i must say...<3<3<3