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Retrospect
Sometimes it astounds me how many things I "got wrong" over the years. It's refreshing to read back and see where I deceived myself, and it's humbling too.
I would love to write some more, but I'm tired, emotional and generally a bit awed by previous posts and how they occasionaly fell both eerily close and far to the "truth" of the matter in the ( Read more... ) -
סיכומה של שנה, חלק ראשון
אז מה היה לנו בשנה האחרונה? אני משער שלאור הפוסט הקודם של כתיבה למגירה, אני צריך להתחיל מלספר על עדי ( Read more... ) -
Where do we go back?
הרגע הזה שאתה מרגיש שחשפת הרבה יותר מדי מעצמך לאנשים אחרים... :\
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1 year, 3 months
In December 2011, I said I was going through some stuff. A lot has changed since then, and obviously that particular bit of drama didn't last for very long... yet now it feels as though so little has changed, almost nothing at all. All that shit which I somehow managed to dodge about a year ago is, well, airborne once more ( Read more... ) -
Diablo, Avernum, The IDF and shaking the disease
I'm sick: probably caught something in the Kirya during my reserve duty on Monday-Tuesday, but that's not the point. The point is that I've finished not only Diablo 3 on Inferno (at long fucking last), but also Avernum 6 (with a fair bit of cheating, but the plot is what I came for).
And I'm pretty happy for both of these things :D
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Some days are like that
Some days are like that.
They start so well, yet somehow you end up with this feeling of 'circling the drain' by the time you go to bed. Today was one.
Why on earth do I keep stirring up this mess with you all over again? Sure, an ego boost is always welcome. But the when you have so much more to lose - is it really worth it in the end? If you asked ( Read more... ) -
Difficulty: Pretty damn hard
I used to think that not-stealing shit is kinda hard. You see, when I was younger, I had some bad habits of this sort. Then one day I decided to put a stop to it, and I did. The urge to commit theft still rises here and there, but I manage to hold it down every time. It feels better to live my life without theft. It feels so much more... guilt-free ( Read more... ) -
Insights (continued)
Interesting tidbit: Every 3-6 months I tend to get this 'epiphany' where I realise that most of what I feel from moment to moment is under my direct control. After I come to terms with this exciting new reality, I usually enjoy life much more through both ups and downs.
I then proceed to completely ignore this new way of thinking, and lose all that ( Read more... ) -
And one more thing
Julz, if you're reading this - I fucking miss you.
Look, it's not that I'm saying "Hey babe, here's a bad idea! Let's start this all over again..." I'm not. We tried it, more than once, and it didn't work.
I'm okay with that... but it needs to be put out there. It's my bloody blog, alright?
I hope you're reading this, so I'll just get to the point:
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