that i'm doing you a favor
by playing your game.

but it seems i'm the only one cut up about it.

(you say you miss me, but you don't do anything about it. i don't understand).

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LJ, back with a vengeance.

spotted a cocoon ( Read more... )

am so brainwashable these days. everything sort of seems amazing. wow ( Read more... )

Achtung ( Read more... )

i am incapable of sweeping anyone off their feet.

rawr.

lately, judo has been pretty painful. physically, most especially. being thrown (or even throwing) has never been This painful before.

and: the return of the bruises! well these, i miss. strange, ne?

raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens...

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P.S ( Read more... )

unless i said it out loud first. i feel like some ancient wall of scribbles, unearthed yet ( Read more... )

but i really think i've grown up a bit.
sadly, it's not physically though.

and it's not only learning to eat vegetables,
or suddenly finding coffee bearable,
but also on outlooks on life.

i'm hoping.
i'm waiting yet i've moved on.

makes sense? probably not ^_^

don't watch the Texas Chain Saw Massacre (the beginning). it sort of leaves one feeling anemic. although normally, with enough rest, it ought to be um. bland, or be just like any slasher movie. maybe.

tonight, conversed with steph after a long drought. in summary, it was: ^__________________^

if i were a tree, being uprooted wouldn't be bad ( Read more... )

in a rare moment of clarity last night (or was it dawn),
my subconscious self decided to let go.

what followed it was calm, and a comforting feeling, very unlike the usual panic i feel even from just thinking it.

there was no hurt, or emptiness,
just a whisper of wind where the butterfly had left a mark.


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