back to work full time today. its tough. i also had some tests done and found out that my colesterol is 275... its supposed to be under 200. i've never had high colesterol before ( Read more... )

so things have continued to be very tough as of late. i've got a little over a week with the new med, paxil cr in my system. its still buidling a level but i've had days when i've felt pretty good so far ( Read more... )

my goodness do i feel like crap. i'm tired all the time, very fatigued constantly. i'm trying to exercise more to help - some walking but even walking around the store tires me out ( Read more... )

today i cleaned my dads room to prepare for the new Newfoundland ( Read more... )

since i never posted about my appointment with my psychiatrist i thought i'd catch things up ( Read more... )

Saturday night i lost a precious friend and a beloved member of my family. Hocken, my parents Newfoundland passed away in his sleep of a heart attack ( Read more... )

today i have an emergency appointment with my psychiatrist. i'm going to ask about ECT - i'm totally getting desperate for some relief. i'm not sure what she could possibly do that could help ( Read more... )

borrowoing a page from tybalt_is_dead i'm going to introduce two of the most important beings in my life - my kitties ( Read more... )

had a really bad day yesterday. my mood completely bottomed out. it was really difficult. joe was wonderful to me as usual. i really feel blessed that we are friends ( Read more... )

feeling shitty and fat today. i'm very tired in general. i don't want to be here at work. home is a mess - it seems that every major cleaning i do is shot to shit in a day ( Read more... )