the proceeding journal entry was made public for a couple reasons. first off as no one knows my actual identitiy it can not harm any of the other people involved. secondly, my hope is that someone dealing with the same issues i am might relate to it and feel less alone.

Grandma ( Read more... )

well i managed to survive the past couple days. i'm still not great but i'm better then i was during my last post ( Read more... )

not a good day. feel very numb and shitty.

pointless - not much more to say.

1. Sir Scott - he's been incomunicado this weekend... haven't heard from him since he sent the im about his father. i sent him a couple of im's off line letting him know that i am thinking of him and his family. i hope his dad is ok. what a shitty shitty week for Sir Scott - i definately hope he is hanging in there ( Read more... )

Sir S is having a particularly shitty week. He canceled lunch on Wed. because he had too much work to do. honestly i was very hurt and disapointed. i had been nervous and got all ready and since i have today and tommorow off it was perfect timing. i expressed some fears about us - some lack of confidence and uncertainty. and i was playing ( Read more... )

i'm really not having a great week thus far. however, i am very glad to report that i've made two new livejournal friends (mysticalhippie and tybalt_is_dead). i'd also like to thank some of my blurty friends, like brattygrrrrl and rainflowermoon for making the trip over here to check out my journal ( Read more... )

My inner Pagan Goodess ( Read more... )

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this is actually my second on line journal - the other one is on blurty. i may eventually move all of my entries here but for a variety of reasons i'm going to hold off ( Read more... )