I worked until 11pm last night, and had to be back to work by 7am, this morning. I didn't get much sleep, but I didn't have to clock in late, so I suppose that's all that really matters ( Read more... )

I've decided that I'm sick and tired of alex and all his fucked up issues. I'm tired of his issues interfering with MY life ( Read more... )

"You Can't Always Get What You Want" by the rolling stones ( Read more... )

I don't know why, maybe I'm too high, but the world just snapped into focus ( Read more... )

I've been working all mornings this week, and alex has been working all afternoons. we've only seen each other at 4am, when I've been getting ready for work ( Read more... )

I have nine hours to go before I can sleep. alex is passed out. lori's passed out. cherim's in laughlin with kyndra. and monica's at church. I have no one to help distract me from myself ( Read more... )

for two months, now, our Front Desk system has been supposed to update. each time the time comes, the update doesn't go through. so of course I laughed when my managers told me that they were going to try it, again, tonight ( Read more... )

I forgot to update all the crap that's been going on here ( Read more... )

tonight made me laugh. (in retrospect, of course ( Read more... )

I'm going to end up exactly like I don't want to. I'm going to look back over my life and wonder what would have happened had I done something differently. or, rather... like I had actually DONE something about the situation instead of the "deer in the headlights" approach I tend to take to life ( Read more... )