It's been a long time since I've updated this, and a lot has gone on. Well, for the most part. For one, I'm finished with my first semester of my senior year so that's pretty exciting. I still can't believe it. I'm now officially a sister of Sigma Gamma Phi; pledge name - Seeley, and I couldn't be happier with my decision to join that organization ( Read more... )

After a year and a half, he doesn't know if he wants to be in a relationship still.
are you fucking kidding me?

I feel so used, worthless, ugly. I fucking did everything I could to keep him happy, and I failed.

I don't know.

I feel like a fucking tool.

"It's only after we've lost everything, that we are free to do anything"
- Tyler Durden

How true is that though? How many times a day do we question ourselves. How many times do we tip-toe around the subject just to keep all those involved in a state of blissful ignorance? We keep things inside of us that continue to turn our insides black until we ( Read more... )

I almost lost my shit.
But it's good.
blog more later.

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Finally, MCLA has a snow day.
Thank god.
Time to drink/smoke/act a fooooool.

:D

Tony's home from the sea. Thank GOD.
I still haven't seen him yet.
Won't see him for a while sadly.
Whatevs. <3

Last night I had probably some of the most fucked up dreams I've ever had. I'm going to recall all that I can here. Maybe they mean something, maybe they don't. Either way they were really intense ( Read more... )

It's that time of year again. The time when all the memories of autumn's beautiful colors fade away and are covered in a blanket of white. Yes, it's wintertime. Today is the first snowfall of the year. Granted, it is not officially the first day of winter, but I consider the first snowfall to mark winter's first steps. It's beautiful out. ( Read more... )