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holy fucking shit, i forgot i even had this.

it's taken 23 years, but i'm finally getting there.

i'm in Van Buren, Arkansas right now, sitting back in a chair that's not mine, typing away on a computer that's not mine, and i can't help but feel a sense of satisfaction.

no, i didn't break into somebody's house, kill them, then use their shit. heh, i'm actually at a friend's place right now.

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so, i haven't updated in months ( Read more... )

woo.....well....'twas a little unhappy in that last entry. heh.

i have a good excuse why i haven't been on here for nearly three months.

Bost.

my job has been killing me.....almost literally, among other things interfering. i've had about five days off since the first of December, and i'm not kidding. one of those days i had to really bitch for. my job has been taking up so much of my time, that i've barely had ( Read more... )

due to my sister, who has proven herself to be quite the troublemaker, i'm going to have to make this journal private to certain people only. if you want to be on my friends list, then go for it, but don't start any bullshit with me.

i might make this public again someday, but for right now, it's going to friends only. sorry everybody.

xo

it's been insane since i last updated. i have so much to write about....even in my personal journal. i don't have the time to do so right now since i have a work thing here in a few minutes, but let me tell you....it's going to be interesting ( Read more... )

last night was quite refreshing.

it was the first time i had actually forgotton all of the crap i've been having to deal with for the past few days. Frances and i talked for several hours, which is something we haven't done in a very long time.

Fran and i haven't spoken to each other in the past two years since our break-up. granted, it was a tough ( Read more... )

it looks like i'll be moving back in with dad until i can get back onto my feet.

i've already talked to him about it, and he's agreed to let me stay with him while i work to get everything stable. he seems to be giving me the impression that i'm going to suck money off of him, which is bullshit. i just need a place to stay for now. i can still ( Read more... )