Hmmmm...I do not understand why people cannot accept my decision not to date. It is in everyone's best interests, believe me. I am not so good with that kind of thing right now. I am too focused, and eyes are too glazed. I tend to jump from one random corner of my mind to the next, and I would never wish to subject a male to that sort of thing. I ( Read more... )

hmm...today made me realize something that i have long meditated on...today, i was enjoying my eighth hour study hall happily chatting away with Candy when suddenly, for no apparent reason, i begin to hear the sound of corny reggae/calypso/classical music coming from an unknown source. oh, but it wasn't unknown for long. it was my dreaded cell ( Read more... )

i'm not a stone pile. asdfhakjhg;lan;wngnea;ogihr. that felt good. and i'm not a fuck-wad either. i heart my family, but i hate being bothered. who needs to capitalize when using an LJ ( Read more... )

possibly my worst nightmare ever has been the time when i was just a number. a line. a robot in this conformist world. in my mind, the ACT embodies all of my nightmares into one booklet and one pink answer sheet.....and probably a couple sharpened of number two pencils. SIGN YOUR LIFE HERE. its so.................................................... ( Read more... )

wow. im in love with The Spill Canvas. i didnt know that something that good could come our of sioux falls. wow. seriously, i think im freaking out about this band. the CD is sunsets and car crashes. go buy it (if u can). if not, just ask me to burn it for u............it kind of blows my mind that this guy(nick thomas)is only nineteen and he wrote ( Read more... )

i dont get it. i was told revently that one of my really good friends likes me, but its something im "not supposed to know, *wink wink*." it kinda botherz me that he cant just tell me. am i unnapproachable? i never thought that i was. i always thought that i was very affable. usually im someone people can come to with their issues, and this is one ( Read more... )

hey, life. sometimes i feel like living it, other times i do not ( Read more... )

hmmm.....do i want a relationship? no. as of late though, i feel myself getting pulled into situations i have NO intention what so ever of being pulled into. the past bites. i tend to do some more burying ( Read more... )

yeah, its been a while since ive updated. i feel bad, but ive been kinda busy (yeah, i know most of u dont care being as what i have to say isnt all that interesting anywayz ( Read more... )

ive been getting in a lot of religious debates lately. its interesting to hear and read what people think. i'm trying to learn as much about other religions as i can. for my term paper next year i would love to do something on Shinto just because it confuses me. i did mine last year on Buddhism. it was very interesting ( Read more... )