Is it better to keep a deep rooted love with a friend...or make a romantic love? And even so, can you make a romantic love of a doomed long distance ( Read more... )

Update, I have in fact really started hating my classes...they suck...end of story...sorta ( Read more... )

Yay! So it has been a while since I have livejounal'd an entry. Lo and behold today is a special and nerve wracking day! I am meeting my new boyfriend for the first time. It has been a long time since #1 I had a serious boyfriend #2 I had an online started relationship. I really like the guy though. He is nothing like my last one so it is going ( Read more... )

So...for everyone to know, THIS IS MY DAY BIOTCHES!!! I may be officially losing my adolescence, but I am better for it. Now people will just know it is all me and that I have the guts to do what I do. No longer am I able to blame it on being a teen. The big 20...not really impressive but I will make it impressive. Just you wait and see. Hell ( Read more... )

So the apartment is a no go...It didn't include anything and I would only be saving like a 100 a year (not really worth it unless of course I get a roomate which is almost impossible at this point of time) So anyway...I have until the fourteenth to find one so wish me luck!

So my mom and dad have possibly found a place for me to live next year that is only like 350 a month. Not to mention only 8 miles from MSU and allows pets. It will be sad not living in the dorm but I will do it to help my parents. And it would be fun to be in an apartment.

So I have had an increased amount of nightmares...which is weird because I normally don't have those...and they aren't like nightmares really just more along the lines of anxiety dreams. I haven't been sleeping well and I am not feeling all to great as a result but hey...I am trying to :). Anyway...I am doing so so at all the classes and all and ( Read more... )

I hate to be shattered with an unknown cause of despair...so I have a resolution. If I cannot find happiness within myself I will look to give others happiness. If I can not see goodness in myself for whatever reason I will notice only good of others. I will try hard to being what I used to. All that matters is to bring good in a hopeless ( Read more... )

So in other news...I hate my ability to communicate (or lack there of). It seems...you can never really truely understand a person and there true thought about something unless you share their conscious which for as much as I know...can't happen. I am terribly misunderstood and it is my fault that I don't understand others...so I decided to keep ( Read more... )

So...I am not going to be having a computer soon for about 12 or more days. Sadly enough...I had it coming. So our dorm rooms are incredibly small and I have no where to put cups of anything (being I get really thirsty...hmm humans need liquid?) So I put it on my desk. Well this semester I am being proactive in my work and that is how it ( Read more... )