wishing a very special someone a grand birthday on this day! <3

whose ready for New years eve?

FUCKED up!

another year, another birthday, now the big 22. the new year looks to be an amazing one, with the help of family, and amazing friends. bete noire is starting to make a name for itself, and im really proud of where we are right now. im feeling really pumped for our tour, starting jan. 2nd, and ending sometime @ the 12th - traveling down to virginia ( Read more... )

self doubt, self pity, and no self control.

im failing hard right now.

man, if only i knew so many of you were going to see q and not u, i would have come. bahh. missed out. i jsut ended going home and drinking and going crazy, which was fun, but it would have been awesome to see you guys and gals...even more so ( Read more... )

im feeling good about quitting shaws, im not worried about finding another job, one will come when the time is right. ive jsut been chilling at the house, doing crafts, and trying to organize my life. it aint too shabby. bete noire shows up the wazoo. and a winter tour in jaunary, this shall be the sweetness ive been longing for. Hah!

ok, so im going to hell...well...i mean, maybe not, but i definitely called in to work this morning... maybe it was the rain, maybe it was the warmth of my bed, maybe because im tired of getting up at 6am every morning, and having to be the first to go to bed every night. booo- so f-off shaws! im stayin' in ( Read more... )

so, ive been feeling pretty good. pretty positive. you know. ive got future plans for jamming with a few kids, which, i think will be tons of fun. 1 band is kinda crazy. 2, im looking forward to a challenge...we'll see what happens :) this week has been so strange...one of my coworkers in the dept. next to produce died yesterday at work. i saw his ( Read more... )

i got an email from my mom saying that she recieved a letter from like....it was either my adoption agency or the state, saying how since im 21, that i can get access to any legal adoption papers that have been filed away since i came into this country, just shy of my 2nd birthday. its not my real birthday. i dont know it exactly, because i was ( Read more... )

Saturday, October 18, 2003 ( Read more... )

im getting stoked for this winter, folks.

show coming up in NH.

gooooooo.

im not asking, im telling....

ps. new pics up VERY soon.

are you ready?