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Dad
God, I haven't written in this thing in such a long time. Over 2 years in fact, and when I mention this blog site to people, usually no one knows what I'm talking about. Tumblr is all the rage now ( Read more... ) -
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Another sleepless night. I'm used to sleeping too much. Not missing out on sleep. I get so angry I don't know what to do with myself. I hate how easily I can slip into that role. I wish I could say all the things I want to. Sometimes I just want to break (specifically) someone in the way that I feel broken. I feel like a poison and sometimes I also ( Read more... ) -
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I know in Kelly's case she was trying to look out for me but I'm really disappointed that no one asked my opinion about moving to Albany. No offense Kel, but I don't want to move to Albany just because you applied for me to work at Key bank. When you sent me the FB message that you applied for me I thought it was somewhere on the island. I'm ( Read more... ) -
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Today I couldn't see the point of getting out of bed. It's a miracle I even showered. -
Quote of the Day
"Forgiveness is not a substitute for justice." -Pope Benedict (speaking on the Catholic Church's sexual abuse crisis) -
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I don't know what to write in the Mother's Day card I got for Mom. I'm still feeling... on the fence with her (though she doesn't know it).
My sleeping patterns have gotten worse. Up all night even if I'm tired and asleep all or most of the day. I had forgotten how much work distracted me from depression. -
Two Dreams
I had a dream last night that there was a man who was a friends father in my dream who sat in front on the attic window once when it was snowing. As he drifted into sleep he disappeared because spirits took him into their world. There’s a little common known fact that the line between the worlds blur on blizzardy nights ( Read more... ) -
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I sometimes think about what it would be like to drive full force into an immovable object ( Read more... ) -
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I had Conor come with me today to fianlly make the fliers for Debbie. I told him I'd play catch for a bit but realized how late it was and invited him to come with me instead. So we went but the copy place was closed on the weekends all day. So I'll be going on Monday ( Read more... )