I feel like I'm about to crash and burn. But its raining out today and maybe that has something to do with it.

A homeowner says a Phoenix police officer shot him six times in the back during a 911 home-invasion call, and the 911 tape recorded the officer's partner saying, "That's all right. Don't worry about it. I got your back. ... We clear?" The family says the officers were not aware that the 911 call was still recording as they spoke about covering up ( Read more... )

So while I'm eager to get back to work on my rock from working yesterday my right arm and my legs are really sore. Yesterday trying to walk after the way I'd been sitting on the ground I was limping and now it feels like I did tons of leg exercises instead. Also my right hand hurts and my wrist is sore, I think next time I will have to wear my ( Read more... )

I finally started sculpting again today. I was outside for a little over 2 hours and my rock is way harder than I expected so it doesn't look so different from when I started. My two biggest breaks came from fault lines through the top of the rock ( Read more... )

I woke up today to walk the dogs and eat breakfast. Mom had to take Conor to school because we all woke up late. While she was gone I went back to sleep for hours. Lately all I want to do is sleep. I don't feel overly down or sad or even numb. Being awake just is so hard. I used to, and generally still use sleep to escape. But lately its like I don ( Read more... )

My day was super blah today and now I just feel shitty. I hate being depressed, the littlest things can just ruin my day. I don't have enough lighting in my bedroom for instance. It's a downward spiral after that one insignificant thing. And I know its dumb, nothing to go ridiculous over and at the same time it doesn't stop how I feel ( Read more... )

I love the movie Big, its on right now and I caught it just in time for the piano scene in FAO Schwartz.

I don't want to do anything right now and it's eating at me. Yesterday I started to slip into a depressive mood and instead of going to sleep like I normally would've I went to the gym with Denise like we were supposed to. Which didn't help like I thought it might. It was a distraction at best and then I was kept busy by hanging out with Denise and ( Read more... )

I did not remember to grab a sketch book or pencils as I begrudingly got out bed after only falling asleep somewhere around 5 am. So much for instantaneous sleep... so the morning sucked but I was able to bring with my pasta, oatmeal which I made at work and ate for breakfast. And I worked with Christine and will be working with her on Thursdays. ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in here in FOREVER. It's been so long. Tonight actually I went through and deleted a lot of shitty communities I barely looked at and only kept my 2 artist communities and real people friends on here. It is so much less agonizing to go through it now ( Read more... )