A good friend (my best friend, really) told me once, just a few months ago, that I love too much for certain people ( Read more... )

My hands are shaking and my heart hurts and my chest is tight and I just...can't breathe. I shouldn't be so upset about this little piece of news, but I am and I can't help it. And it sucks because nobody gives two shits that I'm sad now and that I'm sad all the time. It's always "Well, someone has bigger problems then you" and I seriously just ( Read more... )

Equal Parts

Sadness
Loneliness
and
Self-Hatred

with a pinch of

Shyness
and
Awkwardness

I'm so....sad. And I'm tired of being sad.

Blah.

So pretty soon it'll be Beau's birthday over there in the U.K. seein' as how she's several hours ahead of me and all. So I wanted to make a special post just for her because I love her and she's my bestest friend ever ( Read more... )

I play Bb Clarinet, Eb Clarinet, Ab Clarinet, Alto Saxophone, and Tenor Saxophone. (Yes, I named them because I hate it when people say "No, you play the Clarinet family and the Saxophone family." Noooo. I don't have the air for a Bass or Contrabass Clarinet, nor the air for a Soprano Sax or a Baritone Sax. Therefore I do NOT play all of them. Boom ( Read more... )

I was in my 3rd grade english class. I remember the principal coming on over the intercom and telling everyone to turn their tvs onto the news. As a ten year old, it was a scary thing to watch. I remember sitting there crying because I didn't understand what was going on.

For those of you that were around when I posted about this certain guy who I've been in love with for forever, this is one of those posts. For those of you that weren't around for those posts then, well, it's not too hard to figure out. So on with the blog ( Read more... )

If I ever make a bucket list, I've decided that I will add the following:

Meet Big Time Rush
See Big Time Rush live
Get my picture taken with each member of Big Time Rush
Meet James and Logan aka kiss them cause they both have such kissable lips just sayin'
Uh yeah, that's about it for now.

....this could possibly be a mistake. I deleted my first account for a reason. Oh well.

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