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Feeling a Little Better
But, still stressed out. The alternating days off really does help a great deal. I don't write here much anymore because I finally went and got a new hard covered old school paper and pen journal. I write in it at least on my days off and when I do I end up writing several pages. It's great. It's such a release. I have more freedom in my writing ( Read more... ) -
Sunday Funday... no not really
So I've been on my new school schedule for a week. I really like it but at the same time I still feel rather loserish. I'm pretty sure a lot of this blah feeling is because I do not have my Lexapro. I'm going to try to get to the pharmacy tomorrow before we pick Pan up from the groomers. It's hell trying to stop somewhere with him in the car. I am ( Read more... ) -
Day 1...
Trying to make a change here. Trying to get back to the way I was feeling before. School and work have seriously stressed me out for the last 2 months. So, the first thing I did was quit my job so I could focus more on my Algebra 101 class. I was starting to understand things a little more clearly. I ended up missing my midterm exam and failing the ( Read more... ) -
I quit my job today...
I decided this morning before I went to school that I was going to go ahead and quit my job today. Why? Because I barely had the strength to carry my ass to school much less to class and work. I have cried a lot. Even though it was my choice I feel horrible about making the decision. I am so tired. I'm more than tired. I'm drained. I had one class ( Read more... ) -
Finally
Tomorrow is finally here. Tomorrow I go back to school. Yea I'm nervous. I'm worried that I won't be able to remember a lot of things and I'm worried that I will be very sore and tired before the day is over ( Read more... ) -
Embracing Myself
So, I've done a lot of soul searching lately. Next Friday will be exactly one year that I have my apartment. It's been a hell of a year here ( Read more... ) -
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Everything is still going well for the most part. I'm pretty sad today though. My brother and sister in law are finally getting a divorce. They signed the papers and now have to be separate for a year before it goes through. Maresa packed her stuff up along with the kids and is on her way to kentucky to live with her mother. I'm sad. I didn't even ( Read more... ) -
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Only 30 more days and my life goes back to normal. Well what normal is for me. It goes back to school. I'm so excited, relieved, thankful, etc ( Read more... ) -
Up and At 'Em
So, I'm feeling much better finally. It took a while to get over everything but am finally feeling better physically. I'm back at work today. I've been up since about 5am. I slept too much the last few days so I wasn't able to sleep last night ( Read more... )
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