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Today wan't as bad as i thought it would be. I got up and started cooking. We ate and I went to sleep. Thats probably where I'm headed soon. One more week and a New Year. I really hope this is a better year for everyone.
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Christmas Eve
I'm not much better. My sister doesn't have the money to take care of Jesse's cremation. I put the word out and between me and Charlie and my cousins Gail and her Hub Ronnie and Tammy and her boyfriend Rob we have got together 700 dollars so far. I plan on finding out what furneral home he's going to be at and giving them the money. I'm scared to ( Read more... ) -
Bad Night
Bad day and a bad night. I should be use to this by now. My poor nephew gone at 22. I cannot make sense of this. Why here at Christmas? Last year it was my sister Kathy getting killed in a car wreck Dec. 22. My heart is hurting bad. I keep reminding myself of what Christmas is about but the truth is I hate it. I hate it. They finally got a hold of ( Read more... ) -
Sad Days
These are going to be some sad days. My nephew Jesse was found by his brother John dead Sunday 12/22/09. He was 22. He was born without a puluminary artery and one of his valves was missing in his heart. He had 3 heart operations by the time he was 13 or 14. They said it appeared his heart gave out on him. I am sick about this. i was hoping Jesse ( Read more... ) -
The rest of the day
The rest of today went good. We went outside and cleaned the snow off the cars. My little dog Mini was not happy about the snow. I'm not real crazy about it either. I was hoping to get out and take some pics but with almost 20 inches on the ground I nixed that idea. I am now going to fix a glass of wine, kick back and wait to watch The Haunted at ( Read more... ) -
The Sun Is Out
Got up this morning and the sun was out. It made me happy. I started to cook breakfast and my hub and kids got up. My oldest daughter is home from college. She's 20. I knew she had got a tatoo but I told her to please not tell her dad yet because I would be the one to have to listen to him fuss about it. Well halfway through cooking I hear "What ( Read more... ) -
Blizzard of 2009
Well I feel better today even though there is a blizzard going on outside. It is still snowing as I'm typing this. I spent today cooking stuff and messing around on the net. I need to put some stuff up on ebay but I just have not been motivated. I don't know why. I'm also getting along better with my kids which is always a good thing :). Sometimes ( Read more... ) -
first entry In the middle of a snowstorm
Ok, I'm new to live journal and basically I'm writing to myself tonight. I am sitting here with a snowstorm going on outside. part of me loves it and part of me dreads it. I will be stuck in the house the next couple days. I also realized Tuesday will be the anniversary of my sister's death. She was killed in a car wreck. We didn't get along in the ( Read more... )