s. is missing 4 three days now

oh
i'm walking a tight rope
and, oh,
i'm so terrified of heights
but i'm wavering
right,
left
forward
back
my balance lingers on something unstable
and i feel the fall coming
i feel the fall coming

finally after 8 dayys and nights Shawn called and i squealed (literally) and came running up the driveway ( Read more... )

I Am Willing To Change ( Read more... )

hey all...my cousin A. whose like a big sis to me just had a C-Section last night and gave birth to a big over ten pounds baby boy (no wonder it wouldn't come out naturally) i'm so excited to be an aunty again. plus my bro's girl-friend of 8 yrs is due in march. that's awesome. this so far un-named baby boy is my very first nephew although i do ( Read more... )

six days without contact ( Read more... )

we met summer last year ( Read more... )

I get knocked-out ( Read more... )

17 days without a puff ( Read more... )

i didn't have perfect expectations
but there was seemingly perfection there
til it rotted and spewed
all oover the lime green sofa
foor the children to sit on
shortly AFTER DAWN
AND CHILDREN YOU SEEM TO CHANGE
'you love her but leave her
all to do "your own thing"
well sometimes that thing turns selfish