I feel so different i don't feel like me.....at all

well i haven't updated in a long ass time...ohh well..This weekend was one of the best weekends in a while. I went skiing with jackie, emily, farrah and chrissy..I love those girls so much...lol...it was so funn, apart from the part wehn I tryed to get up and ended up on my face...lol...dats okay tho...haha the highlight of my day tho was when me ( Read more... )

Well i'm back from England...can't say i'm happy about it but w.e ima have to live with it aren't I...i loved my trip every part of it...but i did miss my 5 favorite girls! lol So yeah i get off my flight and i listen to all my voicemails...guess who they are all from...jackie...lol she called me like 5 times while i was there i dunno whether she ( Read more... )

I don't wanna come back to america!!! i wanna stay here....

Well its like 9:00 and i'm up really early..i couldn't sleep to well last night, i can't sleep with my mouth open and because mynose was all blocked and i couldn't breath with my mouth shut...i kinda had to sleep with it open..Anyway...I haven't updated in a while i posted a picture but that was it, I was thinking this time a week from now i'll be ( Read more... )

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Well i haven't updated in a while, because honestly there is nothing worthwhile writing about. WEll i'm bored therefore ima update =p. well saturday emily and I went to the mall and went to see finding neverland we cryed threw the last 30 minutes of it. it brought back so many memories, and it made me think so much of things both good and bad ( Read more... )

Hey well i haven't updated in a while well i did but it was under friends only, anyway, well the break was actually pretty good thankgiving it was just me my mum, dad and liam we ate and w3 watched harry potter, i love family time so much, it not very ofter we spend it together, But i guess it made me think, i love holidays but at the same time ( Read more... )

well lets start off with yesterday..wow yesterday was a great day besides the fact like i couldn't feel my fingers and feet it was awesome. well we had championships fer band. it was great and i am so proud of every single one of your guys! you all did great in the first and the third songs i'm unsure about the 2nd one because well thats the one ( Read more... )

i dun't exactly mknow how to put all of my feelings into words they just seem to be there, and there is no explanation for any of them, i feel betrayed, empty, lost, hurt, lonely, lifeless, uphappy, glad all of these feelings, they all jstt seem to be mixing together, i try talking to people, but i never seem to give all the whole story only the ( Read more... )