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Thank you Pearl...
You have given me hope
I hope one day you will reach the point of perfection you want and even if you don't you to me are incredibly beautiful and i couldn't ask for a better friend.
Now all i wish is that you are right.
which i'm sure you are.
I will find someone good enough.
I love you
xxxxxxxxxx

HELLO ALL ( Read more... )

DRUNK...

HAPPI...

pearl...

LOVE...

SMILE....

Kiss...

Oli...

Ryan...

FUN...

Juuuuude...

Wanting...wishing for a happy ending to this fairytale

Hello All

I'm at the lurvly faye's house. She is a very sassy lady indeed(right now she is doing a sexy dance to basment jaxx):p!

My good old friend Rachel told me to be a little more selfish. So, i have decided that i must put myself before others a bit more. I always put my friends first, thier happiness before mine. From now on i'm going to try ( Read more... )

If your life is like mine

full of misery and hate

then slit your wrists 10cm in

and bury yourself 6 foot under...

Thats what she said and she ment it.

Every word.

Iv'e once again had a fantastic weekend. Friday was spent with many amazing people. Who all make me smile and make a dull and dreary life seem all the more exciting. As much fun as i had i will not go into it as i must tell you about saturday. Satuday brought back many happy memories for me. I spent the day at my old school with my old friends, wel ( Read more... )

love...It can't be described in words. Well, maybe it can. What do you think? Let me know.

I was thinking of someone as i always do and i thought that this person deserved to have this entry dedicated to them. My brain used to be taken over by one person but then one day you came. You saved me. You, to me a knight in shinning armour. I was ( Read more... )

Why can't they just leave me alone
All i want is for them to go away
I don't want to have sex with them
Can't their small little brains see that
They feel like shit inside
They want me to heal the pain
But it won't work
I know it won't
I'm not special enough
I don't even won't to
They can't force me...
JUST FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME

I'd just like to apologise for the last two entries because i do realize that i was completly out of it. |Right now i'm feeling kinda sick due to mine n pearls revision tactic... eating a whole loada chocolate! The weather is hot though and i'm in the presence of pearl n safiya. They make me smile n happi so i'm feeling goodxxx