ellarcy

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ellarcy Apr 12, 2011 12:59

I don't know how people even tolerate me most of the time, but he loves me and reassures me of it every day. I need to stop letting my anxiety rule me. I'm getting better at recognizing it and trying to think rationally, but I still have a lot of work to do. I can be such a butt sometimes. ._.

Our friend Kam is down visiting us, yesterday was his ( Read more... )

mistoffelees, piercings, life, mason

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ellarcy Apr 06, 2011 12:29

I wish past relationships hadn't fucked me up so badly that despite the fact that we share a bed, a house, he calls me his girlfriend and he tells me he loves me, I still feel insecure that he doesn't want to update his facebook relationship status.

Seriously, how old am I?

<3

ellarcy Apr 03, 2011 23:47

I am safely in Georgia ( Read more... )

life, moving, mason

Katsucon and Moving...

ellarcy Mar 12, 2011 10:57

I had an absolute blast at Katsucon. Zero fucks were given all weekend and it was amazing. I only wore one costume (Wotter) for a few hours (unless you count the cow kigurumi I spend most of Friday night in). I spent most of the con drunk and running around with people and it was awesome. Thank you to everyone I got to hang out with, it was a much ( Read more... )

katsucon, georgia, moving

KATSU

ellarcy Feb 16, 2011 22:14

I R Super excited for Katsucon!

I didn't make any new costumes because lolmylife, but I'm bringing Wotter, Luke (with my friend as Layton :D) and maybe something else. Maybe I'll bring Saturn to wear for a bit, since I only wore it very briefly at Otakon 09, even though it kind of looked like butts.

I'll probably be getting to the con early Friday ( Read more... )

katsucon, piercings, cosplay

Locked entry is locked.

ellarcy Feb 08, 2011 16:42

This is the first time I've done a locked entry in a while, mostly because I'm playing this one close to the chest, at least until I have a better idea of what to do, though I'm kind of exploding with emotion and would like to get it out and maybe even some feedback on it...

A guy I've had an immense crush on since I met him about 5 years ago, ( Read more... )

Progression...

ellarcy Jan 31, 2011 13:26

I went in to the bar Saturday night. I got my last paycheck, paid my tabs, got my W2 and handed in my keys. Not a word was spoken of my alleged thieving. What a surprise, there were no videos ( Read more... )

zephyrus, life, rats, katsucon, mistoffelees, cats, walter, work

Moving...

ellarcy Jan 29, 2011 02:08

Seriously considering the realities of moving ~650 miles away with two cats ( Read more... )

life, moving

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ellarcy Jan 26, 2011 03:44

Anxiety through the mothafuckin roooooooooof.

Can't sleep.

I wish I had some idea what I wanted to do with my life.

I thought I was finally getting it together, and now it's all fallen to pieces again.

fuck my liffffffffe

omg Georgia

ellarcy Jan 15, 2011 18:42

Visiting friends in Savannah, GA ( Read more... )

georgia, life, work