well another week and things are no better, i had a chat to nat about me changing jobs i just dnt get enuf money being a florist so i need to do somthing else. i just dnt think i could survive another 3 years till nat finishes uni , i may just kill myself . im trying not to but its hard when all i wanna do is hurt myself

i hate it here living with nats family, life has got so bad so stressfull, they sold the house and looking for a new one which seems to be a hard job , theres nothing for sale . and we cant stay here cause the fucking ppl nxt door keep us up all night with music. the other month we bangd on the wall to tell em to be quiet just to get a load of ( Read more... )

its been 3 years since i met my darling in dels, 3 years omg how life has changed . i love natalie so much id do anything for her. its hard living at her house with her family , i miss mine but mums still a bitch . cant afford to move out dont have the money and have to much debt .im just so lonely here . i took a week off work at the beggining of ( Read more... )

well wots new, um went on holiday 2 orlando in january was much much fabness. really did us both alot of good. went ot all the parks and stuff . wot else well got engaged to my fab woman natalie me loves her so very much. having lots of trouble at home with mum she doesnt accept that im gay and actualy in love with a woman. been flat hunting aswell ( Read more... )

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You scored as Buddhist.

Buddhist
95%
Cult
90%
Anarchist
75%
Catholic
65%
Jewish
55%
Christian
40%
Religion
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year ago today i first met nat in dels , well um i grabbed her arm lookd at her for 5 seconds and that was it. but still there ya go a year ago 2day how fab

was much much much fun, everyone lookd so fab ( Read more... )

poor wee baby aaron died on friday night he was 16 weeks old
:(

how excited am i its halloween
its gonna be a fab fab fab night

xxx