so i know i havent written in this in about 6 months but i just was writing to say that its 10:46 on 4-10-08...aka mine and jamies would be 4 year anniversary. even though we arent technically together, i still celebrate it reguardless. i consider it 4 years of knowing and loving my best friend!  he'll always be there for me and be the sweetest guy ( Read more... )

soooo halloween is tomorrow, but i celebrated it all weekend and i dont really feel like being at school tomorrow night. i want to be at home watching the simpsons halloween marathon and handing out candy to cute little kids and chillin with my mama. oh well, i guess i can do that in a couple years. PLUS i have to be at my 8 oclock class the next ( Read more... )

It's been a while since i've updated this guy. buuut school's going good. im going abroad in february to australia. cuz i am awesome and its going to awesome. buuut it also means 5 months away from home so i know that wont be awesome. but family is good. bfs good. bfs family is good.  jamie's brother went to his first homecoming yesterday night. it ( Read more... )

first night back at school is very depressing ( Read more... )

life's too complicated.

i'm moving back to the bay in a 2 1/2 days.

tired/sad/pessimistic/worried/confused/frustrated <- moods

its been 3 months since i last updated. just thought id say that things are going just dandy. i work and sleep thats about it. haha my life is very routine. buuuuut i am leaving for school in a couple weeks so things probably will start being more active.  hope everyones well

me being away from annoying bitchy/ wannabe girls in a week makes me happy ( Read more... )

so basically today would be the 3 YEAR ANNIVERSARY for jamie and i!!!!!  
                    4-10-04 to 4-10-07

Since we couldnt be together for today  we celebrated on saturday night. we went to dinner at bucca de beppo in santa monica and walked on the pier afterwards and got dip n dots and played skee ball in the arcade for about an hour and a ( Read more... )

I was doing just fine not facing the realities of alot of things. but when i actually did i realized i cant handle them.

im thinking of leaving st.marys. i cant take being here anymore. there are constant reminders of saddness and hurt everywhere. i hate the fact that this stupid campus is so small and you see everyone u dont want to at least a ( Read more... )

soooooo BASICALLY, it was jamies 20th birthday on sunday and i totally suprised him TO THE MAX! this is basically what he saw in a picture frame when he opened a gift bag: 
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