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only hymns upon your lips
Less than a month until this thesis thing is due. It's difficult to focus on anything besides the possibilities of next semester and after next semester. It feels like the difficult part will be getting there, but then I think clearly again. The difficult part will be the decisions of what the hell I plan to be and do and how much I want to be with ( Read more... ) -
tired for days and days
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then grace is within you
I can't believe that Spring Break is in 14 days. I know, all I post about on here is how quickly time passes. But it's true ( Read more... ) -
between two lungs it was released
1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before ( Read more... ) -
and the breathlessness as we run
The swirl of weeks doesn't seem to stop. One day it's September and then it's October and then it's Halloween and then my Mom is calling me telling me about ordering a turkey for Thanksgiving. I spend nights sleeping (alone, in my room, only when forced) and days doing shotty reading of assignments, sloppily studying for tests that amazingly come ( Read more... ) -
oh to the season of my heart
I'm sitting here, pretending to be working. Mika's napping on my bed. The last week has been good, possibly because I have done very little of my assigned reading and it wasn't production ( Read more... ) -
elbows and exposed knees
This year so far has been so confusing, so disorienting. I haven't been able to find a groove. When I'm having fun, it's nice and when I'm in class it's interesting but I get back into my room and it still feels lonely, still not fully comfortable. When Mika isn't here filling it up with me it feels half empty - or more like three-quarters empty. I ( Read more... ) -
never wear mauve to a ball
So, it might possibly be centuries since I have posted. This is what my summer so far has consisted of ( Read more... ) -
like a father to impress, like a mother's mourning dress
In a week, I'll be home. I'll be a junior in college. I'll be an hour further away from Mika. I'll be without hall parties, productions, Founders meals, shared lemons, hilariously long arguments about whether Jennifer is right about something, the sink that seemed to get smaller every time I tried to wash my face, the tolling of the Campanil ( Read more... ) -
never mind about the goat, but we'll have kittens
None of my clothes fit. I hate them all ( Read more... )