These are my thoughts and they're random. Get over it or get off my page.

So I'm done. With everything and everyone. My patience, motivation, and happiness is all at a negative level.

I'm sick of working my butt off and getting nothing in return. It happened with school and now it's happening with my family. Well, it's always happened in my family ( Read more... )

I am not excited for college. At all.

Well, I may gain some motivation if I get into the Writer's House. But if I don't, not only am I mortified for telling you I applied, but I'll be pissed. I'm not saying I'm amazing, either academically or innately, but I know what I can do and I know what I have done and knowing those things lets me know that I ( Read more... )

 In a way, I'm kinda fascinated with my use of livejournal. I just read my most recent page of posts and I'm such...I'm me. I write when I feel so utterly compelled to share how I'm feeling. And what I'm feeling is usually a mess somewhere in between ecstatic and indecisive. I don't understand myself and I don't know if I ever will. Anyway, I ( Read more... )

 Missing someone is the worst emotion ever. Does anyone else agree? I miss way too many people, all the time, and it just hurts. Not because they're people that aren't in my life anyone. No, I think that'd be so much easier. It's because they're in my life mentally, but physically they're lacking.

Sure, I told Ames to go. I bought her the plane ( Read more... )

An old friend posted a status on facebook and I couldn't help but think that it was meant for me. I saw it, and commented on it. I casually joked about how I was the one that introduced him to the song. Because I did.

It's funny how the people you try to forget are the only ones you really have memories with. Why is that?

A lot of people from my ( Read more... )

I can't say too much, because I enjoy keeping my private life private, but that's the issue. Everything is different when it's personal. We talk and beg and gossip and insult people in the media because it's easy and in a way it's fun. It's also all our generations knows. We know that it's much easier to sit behind a keyboard and spout off at the ( Read more... )

With my girls and life is good, mannn!

We're all such dudes. Seriously. Piper and Audrey have finished an entire box of wine (yes, a BOX) all of which was started at 2 this afternoon. Yeah, we're cool. And somewhere along there, Kitching attempted at shoving Sea Breeze's down my throat. Damn, I need friends my own age. There are families down the ( Read more... )

Yippy Skippy to restarting blogs on livejournal!

So last night Annette (_pose) and I were discussing blogging and how we both used to have livejournals. After a series of "no ways!" and "me toos!" we both shared out journals and decided that we were both going to start ours up again. So here it goes.

Wow, sidenote--I haven't been on in so long that my ( Read more... )

Disclaimer: The rant below is in no way a reflection of myself, as an individual. Don't judge me? Aha. 
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How dare she! My mother, for lack of a...better word, is a cunt. I swear to god, there are times where the things she does drive me so god damn insane I want to punch babies. Over and over again just so that she'll get the point and shut her ( Read more... )

My boyfriend and I totally just left town today and went to my family's beach house. It was pretty much my life. It was really pretty out too and the sun actually made the beach pleasant.

We saw "What Happens In Vegas..." and it wasn't bad. I wouldn't recommend any of you going out and paying money to see it right this moment, but it was worth it. ( Read more... )