Here is another update today, this time I'm writing to get my thoughts together about the changes that are about to start happening to me ( Read more... )

I'm updating from the college library ( Read more... )

I just want to get the fuck outta here ( Read more... )

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I've spent the past two hours working up the courage to drink these two innocuous looking potions in front of me. Okay...it's almost 11pm where I am so...I'm going to do it. Thanks to everyone sending me love right now. *breathes deeply* :::heart:::

I've decided to devote this entire rest of the week to healing myself. Something needs to be done. The depression is needling into my soul. In a way, this declaration gives me some relief. Now that I've admitted it, I can began to heal it. Ayahuasca is said to be a great healing medicine. We'll find out tonight. I've heard that the spirits ( Read more... )

I decided to wait until Wednesday night to do my Ayahuasca this week since I have a big exam on Wednesday morning. That way if I do good on the exam, I can reward myself by trying Aya again ( Read more... )

Death ( Read more... )