Because it's necessary. 

This is the obligatory journal rant on the election results ( Read more... )

2nd Ayahuasca experiment ( Read more... )

I'm so behind. The past week has been HECTIC. Kevin and I are remodeling the apartment, which makes the atmosphere here crazy enough as it is, but my kitty also got sick and so I've been driving him back and forth to the vet every day. He'll be okay I think, but he had to get a catheter and lots of IV stuff. The bill for all this was pretty ( Read more... )

My Aya plants still weren't defrosted entirely so I wasn't able to brew today. Tomorrow though, and then the Dream on Wednesday.

I feel like this whole adventure to dream on Aya has been teaching me a much needed lesson in patience.

I got this from the lovely ohsusanna:


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It's been quite awhile since I've last updated ( Read more... )

Am I ready to be torn to pieces ( Read more... )

I booked a campsite here for the experience this weekend.  I chose this one because it's smaller and less well known then many Texas state parks, and also because it has lots of piney woods.

I'm still sleeping with my caapi, and I've been having lots of Aya-related dreams this week.

I've been practicing my handcrafted ceremonial drum and ( Read more... )

This weekend, I smoked out with my mother-in-law (the good one). Kevin's father and step-mother are both hippies, so it was great fun sharing that experience with them. Constance busted out her huge-ass bong that she's had for 22 years, and Kevin and I supplied the weed. We played Pictionary and Trivial Persuit while stoned, so you can imagine ( Read more... )