i feel so awkward these days.

i have these new amazing friends who really don't know me all too well, and all my old friends are so busy, which is understandable. i am busy too. but i miss that list of people i could call and see in minutes.

i'm not sure i realized what a good thing i had, but i love where i am. i have made some amazing friends ( Read more... )

i used to not think people were so different, no matter where they lived.
now i know, i am wrong.

sometimes i want to come home. which is an odd feeling because baylor feels like home. i can't explain it.
i just know i feel better when i'm with you.

my friends are my family.

you see, i'm in love, and her name is jennifer woodbery.
yup. she's my best and my lp.
she sent me a giant package today, and its fabulous.
words cannot express how wonderful she is.
 
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Baylor is 718.87 miles from home. It might as well be 6 million.

i think i'm changing. i don't want to.

i just want to come home to you all.
i just want someone to understand me without a goddamn explanation.
i just want you to hold on to me while i let go, not the other way around. 
i just want calm.

yes. this is ellen. 
yes. i hate myself for making another one of these. 
just add me.