So I haven't slept yet. Stayed up all night. Again. Fan-freaking-tastic. I don't really have anything to say, I just have nothing better to do than write in here. Went to breakfast with Theo. It was actually really good. Made some progress tonight figuring out the answers to some questions for a contest. I'm still rocking at DopeWars, too. Ok, I'm ( Read more... )

Today I got out of bed at 6:30 am again, after not being able to fall asleep until around 3 or so and being restless all night. Well, if you can call 4 hours all night. I read my homework for my 10:30 class and went and was happy about that. I met with the hall director after class. He was concerned about me because Christine was scared for me ( Read more... )

Today I was escorted into University Counseling Services by my roommate Christine, who had made the appointment for me. On the phone they tried to tell her they didn't have time to see me, at which point she said "I don't CARE if there's a waiting list," and proceeded to basically inform them that they were going to meet with me, and they were ( Read more... )

My life is pretty much hell. I am overwhelmed with anxiety and depression. I quit most of my classes. I now have two. And I'm still behind in one of them. I quit my job. I quit APO. I am completely alone here. I don't talk to anyone, ever. I have no friends. (If you are offended by that, then start acting like one. Otherwise, get over yourself.) ( Read more... )

Perhaps starting a new journal will be helpful. That's doubtful, but at least my audience will be different. And perhaps that will mean no audience at all. I'm tired of professing all my shame to my high school friends. I can't exactly feel open in a journal my boyfriend's little sister is reading, can I? Not like that has stopped me too much ( Read more... )