Pirates 3 was unexpectedly disappointing. Like *really* disappointing. It had its moments, even scenes or dialogue I really loved, but for the most part I found it boring and long. Which sucks, because I was super hyped for it. Orlando Bloom was hotter than usual and Elizabeth was pretty badass... however, most unfortunately, Captain Jack was ( Read more... )

I HATE Truman State University's FUCKING Registrar's Office!!!!!!! I get a note yesterday in the mail, written on a Bachelor Degree Audit Sheet, with my returned graduation application, A FUCKING WEEK BEFORE MY GRADUATION CEREMONY, telling me that I am NOT cleared to graduate (in August, but I walk in a week), because a class that my academic ( Read more... )

I actually had a GOOD DAY on Thursday! OMGWTFBBQ!!!!!!!!!! no wai!!!!!!!!!111 SRSLY ( Read more... )

I'm completely shocked, terrified, sickened, depressed and worried by the shootings at Virginia Tech yesterday. I feel paranoid walking around my campus... like what if someone just comes into my classroom and starts killing people? The whole idea of it all just makes me feel sick to my stomach. I feel so sorry for the students at VT, it must be so ( Read more... )

These scenes from the tainted past replay again in my awakened head where they invade my attempts at dreamless sleep. Is my only recourse to drug my body so that the memories cannot form coherently against my will? But even when I cannot see, the asphyxiating emotions of these ancient sagas wrap themselves around me like a straitjacket. Will I be ( Read more... )

?Kevin?Erich?Kate?Nile?Phil?Matt?Dan?Brian?Garet?Someone?Anyone? .... .... ... God??

...please help...

I just can't do this anymore.

Who knew that pills or drink wouldn't fill this void? [/sarcasm]

Father, please forgive me, for I can not compose the fear that lives within me or the rate at which it grows.

Where did You go?... where did I?

I want a hug.

Tonight may very well have been the worst night I have ever personally experienced. I felt so completely out of control. If Cate had not come over, I have no idea what would have happened. I was so deeply depressed, so detached... and the withdrawal was insane. I felt dizzy and drunk, and not in the fun way (and I wasn't drunk). It took so much ( Read more... )

So, being preoccupied about one's own death is a bad thing... right? Well, shit ( Read more... )

I think I'm getting sick. I noticed my throat hurting just a little a few days ago, and every time I wake up from sleeping it hurts just a little bit more. And now I have a headache. How annoying ( Read more... )