the fact of the matter is i am absolutely heartsick for charlie. the next few months are going to be a drag if i don't figure out how to not distract myself from distractions.

i never realized how turbulent life could become when i was younger. the concept of change topped off at updating wardrobes, switching to soymilk, and keeping in line with who people were dating. we ended up putting down all our pets and i've gone through several relationships that have prepared me for these "level II" type changes - familial ( Read more... )

i'm so sleepy i could barf right now, but i can't make myself chill out because i had an 11 o'clock coffee and i had to go over the whole man situation three times tonight.

i'm in new jersey, and i want you to be here enjoying it with me.

i've had something like a boyfriend for about a year now. his name is charlie gray and he is brilliant and attractive and different and makes me feel about a thousand times more confident and content with myself. it's been really casual and unofficial, but something of a constant nonetheless. i helped him fix his car once and he helped me move. he' ( Read more... )

i've been out of touch because i've been busy graduating and the like, but check this out:

http://www.citypaper.com/digest.asp?id=18069

i'm makin' the papers/headlines/y'know.

tha's mah cake!

this is pretty good - make sure you read all the comments, too.

http://www.boingboing.net/2009/04/15/best-government-flak.html

apparently my parents made front page of the times and were in the trentonian on easter sunday. now they're on abc action news. i'm so proud of them, what cool people. :)

watch here:
http://abclocal.go.com/wpvi/story?section=news/local&id=6760946

fur elise is a rather morose tune for an ice cream truck, don't you think? ought they be playing something a little more upbeat for such a sunshiny spring day?

a couple nights ago i had a dream that i was at my grandma kay's ukranian orthodox church*, which my family had to drive through an unpaved mystical forest trail to get to, and allan kaprow** was there. today i'm writing my entire research paper comparing fluxus tenets to existentialist philosophy, so i looked up allan kaprow as an example, and lo ( Read more... )

as if my week hadn't already made me feel like a pile of crap, someone broke into my car last night and took some of my things. fortunately the ipod i think that was in there was dead. the only thing valuable was a charger, but even that was only 15$. there was no money though, and they left my registration and insurance and my mariah carey tape, ( Read more... )