Welcome to my life...................

[elmowuvsu305]

so here i am sittin in my room feelin as low as i can and wishing i was dead.life is so unbearable for me sometimes and yet i wonder wat hold me back from commmiting suicide? the pitying family? sympathetic friends? my so called "will to live"? who knows....will i ever? save me from this world of horrors.....take away the mask and all u have is me

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u have to live with it

[anonymous]

u kno life is a bunch of shit to some ppl some want to kill them selves and some do i remember once i was in that position but some one told me that life is just one step in a long journey dont believe this if u want to no one is tryin to make u take any more shit then u have taken i dont completely believe this my self wat i do belive is that killin ur self is just as bad as givin in to who ever or wat ever oppresses u life is full of problems and ppl who dont care but if u can learn to cope with that and keep livin and fightin then u r the one that wins if u dont u r no better then them becuz u gave in there r precious few ppl that have geat live but no ones is perfect u should be happy u have lots of great friends that care about u. u should appreciate them be cuz one day u could end up with nothing but enemies life is only wat u make of it when u try to make some thing of it.

Re: u have to live with it

[elmowuvsu305]

i never said i was gonna kill myself iam too scard to do that wat i mean by "give in" is to stop bein myself and to be the person everyone wants me to be thanx for the advice tho

Re: u have to live with it

[xxolilgrliieoxx]

hey jennie. i dont really know anything. but what i do know is you are an awsome person, and i know many people who would never want you to be anything but what you are. people always want more out of others. its sick, i know. parents have some "image" of like the perfect child, and they 24/7 want us to fulfill it. so called friends, want us to be like perfect as well. but the people who want to change you arent worth it, and do u really want to please stupid ppl like that? you are amazing, smart beautiful, and talented. i hope everything gets better for you. and try not to change. i love you how you are. *MuaH* ttyl. bye bye

[anonymous]

mama stop wat r u doing u shpuld always be happy am so sad wen u do dis but i want tell know one omg i still love u