wowo......its been like a forever since i last wrote in this thing......so much has happend sincei last wrote.....

2 cousins have died, a beloved teacher died......

i've found 2 of my greatest passions  and they are called NURSING and BAND! lol i play the alto sax now ( love it)

our band sux balls rite now cuz we have a bunch(likemore than have we're ( Read more... )

wowo i havent ritten i n this in a really long time!its been 6months since me and carlos started going out yea! i started talkin to some friends i havent talked to in forever again wich is awesome cuz i miss my peoplez sooooooooooooooooooooo much and i feel really bad for nmot keepin in touch......school is actually startin to seem had cuz now my ( Read more... )

HI EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW ITS BEEN A FOREVER SINCE I UPDATED THIS THING ( Read more... )

Wow it’s been a forever since I last rote…………..god sooo much has happened since I last rote….lets see….at the beginning of the skol year in like august I went out wit this senior named Brian it only lasted a week cuz I didn’t like him anymore( and I was messing around with this guy named Carlos and was starting to feel bad about it) then a couple ( Read more... )

so yah i am so bored man nothn to do i'm still missin mi pplsz like crazy and to make mattersz worse my dad is think about movin away way sooner than i thought wich is fuckin horrible i have never lived anywhere out of Miami i'll die i'm gonna miss everyone if my fuckin family decides to upoot me fomr all i love and care for and wish upon me and ( Read more... )

so here i am riting w/e comes to mind skool has been a drag but watelse is fucking new. i have georgie michael michael dante(sometimes) erica and a coupla other ppl but i feel soooo alone at Homestead i love all mi pplsz but i only have them for few classes i've made a lot of good friends and have caught up wit many old ones but i miss my friends ( Read more... )

so here am i in the same situation once again

so yah....last time i rote (actually the last couple of times)i was all mopey but i promise to try to be more happier(for the sake of some)so......yah i got invited to Ana K.z summer party and cassiez....and there on the same day! at first i was freaked but then jenny helped me come up wit a solution and i talked wit ana k and i'm goin to both ( Read more... )

so here i am sittin in my room feelin as low as i can and wishing i was dead.life is so unbearable for me sometimes and yet i wonder wat hold me back from commmiting suicide? the pitying family? sympathetic friends? my so called "will to live"? who knows....will i ever? save me from this world of horrors.....take away the mask and all u have is me ( Read more... )

so here i am....i've been back home for a while now...i hate it here everyday i'm here, in this house, more and more scars are added to my little "collection". The other day i got into a fite wit my dad over something stupid(he says i spend too much time away from home) and he made me feel so bad(as usual)and afterward i just got a razor and made a ( Read more... )