I hate this and it sucks that there is nothing I can do about it. I fucking hate being a person that cares. I wish I was like everyone else where shit just doesn't matter.

Time started: 11:21 PM ( Read more... )

So volleyball is now over...which sucks ( Read more... )

no matter how much you put in nothing ever comes out right ... so you try harder ... but then it gets worse ... you feel like falling in ... but that is whats expected ... so you wait it out ... until you can't stand anymore ... and so you breakdown ... and everything that once made sense doesn't anymore ... and it is no longer good enough to stand ( Read more... )

I don't want to do this anymore ... so for today I give up on it all.

the irony of it all is massive

It feels like it has been forever. But I am only updating because I am avoiding the hours and hours of homework I have left to do for tomorrow ( Read more... )

What is so wrong with me that prompts everyone to ask if I am ok???

'Cause you can't jump the track,we're like cars on a cable
and life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button girl,
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe, just breathe,
Woah breathe, just breathe

Missouri

YEAH - FINALS ARE OVER!!!!!!

Time for some rest and relaxation. Haha yeah right I wish. I still have a crap load of packing to do and many many errands to run before I leave Saturday morning.