I'm only 20 and yes I seem to have to be the mother of the group. I dont want that. I hate being the one to have to always step up and be dd because everyone else is to selfish ( Read more... )

So I just realized that I haven't updated in quite some time. Hmmmm so not to much has been happening,loads of school work and working lots of hours. Not to much nicole time has been had ( Read more... )

I feel so aweful. I have had so much shit thrown at me in the past week i cant stand much more. Between work and school and people of the opposite sex my mind is about to blow. I seriously cant talk much more. I have gone to bed by 10 the last week and im ok with that. There is nothing for me to do, no one for me to see, nothing. mandy and michelle ( Read more... )

I do love camping even though we were in a cabin and had a psudo toilet, but we did do the whole fire thing and all that good stuff. The best part i would have to say is when we heard rustling in the bushes behind us, and all of us freak right the fuck out..shine our flashlights over in the general direction and see a bizillion pairs of eyes ( Read more... )

So I've almost finished moving! Whee...waiting on kristina and amy to do their thing...let me say i absolutly LOVE our new apartment! Its amazing....I actually made dinner last night, because my kitchen is big enough to cook in! *sigh* plus the cute neighbor factor is good too...hee....but the weird neighgbor factor is there too...our nextnextdoor ( Read more... )

I am in love with a foreign boy that i will probably never see again...sigh..

there was an earthquake tonight. I guess it started somewhere in Idaho and we felt the after effects here. It was scary my whole apartment shook. I thought i was going crazy. Weird

My chest hurts real bad..I dont know from what or why,..im a little scared.

Maybe its just me but when i tell a friend that i wont go after a guy because she likes him too and she says the same, i follow through. I keep my word. I dont say one thing and then the next min throw myself all over someone. It is not worth it to me. I can wake up in the morning knowing im not cheep, still having respect for myself and respect ( Read more... )

I have never felt so low...my stomache hurts i want to puke. I am so embarassed and hurt and i just dont know what to do, who to believe. I feel used and betrayed. I just dont know what to do.

Today was one of the roughest days I have had in awhile. Even after I found our she was ok I still felt sick all day. Its hard to realize how important someone is to you untill something happens and it hits you that they could be ripped away from you that quickly. All day at work i kept thinking what if.....one of the longest days of my life.

I want juice...but i dont want to go to the store. Bummer.

i got my birthday present! THanks steina and amy and tera!!

seriously easy-mac is one of the greatest inventions ever.

Im so lonely.