isn't it funny how you think you are alone only to open your eyes and realize there are tons of people who have your back. isn't it funny how you can be so critical of yourself...things that you don't like about yourself....that people never even realize about you at all. isn't it funny how you can spend your life working and working and get ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't been on here for a long while...interesting. Well, man life is kind of confusing to me these days and it is all revolving around boys for some reason. I met this guy, who seems very nice and I'm enjoying spending time with him but I can so see myself just freaking out and backing off. I am not sure maybe that's it. Why do I always ( Read more... )

Hey everyone....could you guys please pray for my dad, he's not doing so hot. Actually I'm kind of clueless as to what is really going on with him so I'll let you know what I know. My dad has had bad health now for the past year or so well, his heart is not doing it's job from what I understand. So, he had to go to the hospital to get a bunch of ( Read more... )

Well, yea! I'm done with my government class. I think I did decently on the final, which is good but I'm tired! No more politics for this girl. I had a rather interesting weekend. My cousin got married in Dallas this weekend and so I flew up there and got to hang out with my sister and family for a few days. It was nice but exhausting at the same ( Read more... )

Humm... intersting day this has been and it's only around 2pm. I have been up since 6am. I had to go to Mexico this morning to pick up our team and take them to the airport. It was weird with that guy, Brandon. Last night we all had dinner down in Juarez and it was a lot of fun, we had a good time joking around and just laughing. Then today it ( Read more... )

Wow, I met the greatest boy ever on Saturday. It's amazing too....I haven't had a crush for a long time but this guy is super nice. His name is Brandon and he's a youth pastor from North Dakota. He brought his youth group down to Mexico for the next week and I'm working with his group. He's really great though. A very down to earth and focused ( Read more... )

Do you ever find yourself becoming something that you never really intended to become? Hard reality. I guess it's good to take a look at yourself every now and then. Just don't be surprised when you take a look and find someone who you don't even know. Yah, I'm sure I'm not really making sense to anyone but myself right now, but that's ok. I ( Read more... )

Well, Mexico was.....Mexico. I got back home this morning at 3:30am. Had class this morning and it totally sucks. I'm taking American Government for my summer class and I think it's going to be yet again a lot of work. Who are these professors who don't give much work and give easy tests that I keep hearing about. I always end up with crazy ( Read more... )

I can't believe how happy I have been feeling the last few days. It's kind of nice to not be faking it but seriously feeling like things are FINALLY starting to come together in my life. Yes, I am a little sad about my trip to Mexico this weekend but you know, God's almost changed my heart on that issue too. It's a little scary to me, things are ( Read more... )

This weekend was good for me. Didn't do a whole lot but I actually did get the vast majority of my apartment cleaned so it's nice to come home to a clean house. I seem to do that a lot sometimes...procrastinate what I really don't want to do, until it gets to the point where I really have to do something about it. Well, anyways, my house is ( Read more... )