Not physically, but mentally of course. I'm not focused on anything right now. I wish I was. I hate feeling like I'm not living for a reason. I'm just existing, not really living.

How about we change that?

I currently have neither.

In a few days, you'll be gone. Who knows when I'll see you again. I wish you the best, and I hope you have the time of your life. Just don't forget about your friends and family back home. We love you more than I think you know. You mean the world to us all.

I feel like this may be a little uncalled for, or maybe that I'm just overreacting.

Who

Everyone here seems to be so beautifully artistic.
I'm extremely jealous.

Art is something I've always admired, always wished that I could take part in. It's just not a power I have. I'm not artistic or eloquent. I'm not beautiful or admirable. I'm just a normal teenager. I'm nothing special.

I hate it.
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