My heart hurts when I go to bed alone sometimes,
Someone out there will fill this void eventually.
Right?
At least that's what I keep telling myself.
I'm just scared it's not going to be true.

I'm tired of my friends being dragged into bullshit.
It's 2009 and we are 21 years old.
GROW THE FUCK UP.

How do I pick the wrong guy everytime?
I'm a catch and I keep getting let go.

I have no life experience
I live them out through other people's pictures.

What was I supposed to do?
I did what I thought was right at the time.
Like the Cosmos was telling me everything was going to work out.
I'm happy with the results.
But the future is impending.
And I have no idea what is going to happen.

Every square inch of my body is confused.

I am such an idiot.
Go with your first instincts Anita.

Now, what am I supposed to think?

It's nothing against you Anita.
You just have to realize that it's human nature.

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