Hey guys ( Read more... )

i've just been holding it all in for so long, that i forgot what it felt like to feel crushed. i forgot what it felt like to open up and just let it all pour out. all of a sudden, i im my best friend just to talk b/c i saw she was online. all i said was "hey..." and she knew right away something was wrong. i'm frustrated by that b/c i didn't want ( Read more... )

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i'm such a fucking dumbass. i'm a fuck up. everyone would argue with that. 'you're not a fuck up. you're a good person'......feels like i'm johnny cash in 'walk the line'. i used to be so happy....so full of life. and now i'm just...burned out on stuff. i'm sick of sneaking around....not being 'normal'. hell....i don't even know what the fuck ( Read more... )

Laughing over various enchantments. I'm in it when I'm with you

i'm TOTALLY saying that to my boy...when i find him

black

well i promised Selvoski that i would update this more for her. not to mention i have to post pictures from last night's fall ball. Marybeth won Ms. KC...blahblahblah. um...the dance was ok. it was great getting all pretty but the music SUCKED ASS! dear lord, i hate hiphop SO much. i thought that maybe i had died and gone to hell. i'm a rock chic ( Read more... )

it's so hard to remember my live journal...i think it's known about now. we're talking now

lonely....

blood?

i fucking give up. i'm thru....

A - Age you got your first kiss: well if you count elementary school, then 2nd grade...real kiss...14 or 15 ( Read more... )