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I really hate being so effing sheltered sometimes. I just feel odd then around everyone that has done everything that I haven't. Darnit, I am really sick of myself. I can't do anything right. I screw up everything I had a chance for. I get quiet and lonely around people sometimes, and I don't know why. I seem to be uninteresting, and yet, I ( Read more... )

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Wow, great times. Tim's B-day. Alot of great people. Jay, Chris, Mike, Jamesfellow, DPP, Angel, Krista, SaraBOO, Jillie!, April (tims cousin), .... and more. I brought my blanket, oh I'm smarter nowadays! I love that blanket. Woke. Chatted, went home. Napped. And, i must say, I like the older version of the choloclate factory movie. Tim ( Read more... )

Some people change, and the only sad part is that I was gone for that change, so its as if I don't know them. Fuck-it, right? Can anything just be simple, fun, no thought, and enjoy each other ( Read more... )

Its times like these, that I like sleeping pills.
(and, of course, i have none)

Today: woke. drove to work. tired died. walked home. mom was crazy. drove dakota. smoke smell in it. GROSS. worked. went home. went to luckys to eat w/ sister and dad. listened to spill cancus and old wrb demos. got home. online. smiled. laughed. offline. testing heat blanket for the night. turned on aqua teen.

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MSN is not working, nor is half of my internet. So much food. I feel so fat. ARG. I am watching movies, like its my bible. Sisters are gone. Home alone. Dad sleeping. And... ya. I just. This is becoming too common.. and I want to change. Okay. I am going to lay down. I want to sleep. I wish I had some stuff to make me do so.

Omg, I love my sisters. They are so much fun, and I don’t know. I can be such like myself with them. And, its so funny how yet we are so different from each other. I love it. Alyee loves technology just like me. ITS AWESOME. Like, Alyee and I, we can get so excited on some things, you can’t even imagine us together. We watched somoe funny-a ( Read more... )

Ya, this feels awesome. Home. Alone. Not even fucking working. Thanks.
I feel disgusting. And I hate it. I hate my ... nothing. Dad just got home. I hate being SO online, well, not exactly. I was on late last night and early this morning, and Cody on MSN and I loved it.

I don't know why I am writing this. Goodbye.

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