So I have offically been a college student for about 3 weeks now. Its totally wierd but sooo natural at the same time. I love my classes to death, minus my stupid enviornmental class, and am already getting really involved. Tonight I am in the elections for hall counsel! I am running for Public Relations Officer of Lincoln. I have my speech all ( Read more... )

FINALS!! GOOD LUCK!!

Super exciting saturday!

• 
  Work (Swim Center)
• Christmas Caroling at various nursing homes!!!!! (this is seriously one of my favorite things all year long! And this year I had two solo songs...Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas, and Let it Snow!)

Babysitting tonight sorta sucks tho, especially b/c the kids dont go to bed...i hate when parents say ( Read more... )

What happens when we wish for something so hard?
Does it ever get worn out?
Does it ever get tired?

Life is full of these kinds of questions, mine is; my mind is consumed with them.

What will he say
when we look into eachother's eyes?
Maybe he won't say anything.
Maybe he'll just lift his hand 
to the side of my cheek
and brush away every feeling of ( Read more... )

So now that Thanksgiving is over (i hope you all had a great one!) it is full speed ahead till xmas! Im so excited only I just HATE finals - but who doesnt right?

What am I thankful for?

• LIFE
• HOPE
• CHILDREN
• WOMEN
• HISTORY

Once again our competition yesterday was sooooooooo fun. :) For how much it sucked...complaining about it was fun. We left at 2:24 and got to Harlem about 4:30. We were supposed to stop for dinner, but Lauff forgot to tell the bus drivers so when we got there, they were like "oh they have a concessions stand". ya right.....they had nachos, popcorn ( Read more... )

So finals.  Yeah........beats me.  Hate em...glad to be like almost over with em.  nothing tomorrow (choir, option, CPR) but monday is sooooooo gonna suck!! my 3 hardest finals- spanish, bio, and geo.  Im gonna have the worst weekend ever!! My mom, sis, and gma keep teezing me about having a boob fetish.  LOL>>>its sooooo funny. (NOT TRUE THOUGH!) ( Read more... )

               GO   ILLINI!!

ALL THE WAY BABY!!

Want everyone to be able to see this so this is just once that it is not Friends Only!!

Why wont it work out ?

I feel like everything and everyone I have ever truely cared about is leaving me.  Such a scary feeling.  Every night I ask God to help me...no to help them.  If there is one power that I could have, truely it would be to have this thing ( Read more... )

OK...incase nobody noticed...my LJ is strictly friends only...incase something funny goes on...it will stay that way - ttys