anyway hello. i have been busy doing stuff. i am enjoying landscaping very much, my boss and coworkers are the best ppl i could have surrounded myself with. i feel like im part of a team, which is always a nice feeling. i of course have some writing projects on the go, as well as music stuff, but as always they are delayed by weed smoking, reading ( Read more... )

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woo this will be a speed post cuz i have to leave the house at 715 and still brush my teeth and get my crap in gear, but yeah now i have started my 2 week placement with Q gardens landscapin, and i am having a good time. the work is hard and honest, i dig in the ground and move dirt all day, and i have this insane tan on my forearms and face, and ( Read more... )

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i did not like batman begins. well i did, but not as much as i thought i would! they violated some serious batman universe rules and did some twisty turny stuff with the concepts of the characters i didnt really enjoy. now i appreciate what they tried to do, which was ground more of the characters and particularly extravagant concepts in the comics ( Read more... )

what exactly is the purpose of this journal? do i write it to attempt to amuse people, or do i write for myself? if its for writing for myself, then why is it on a public forum where everyone can read? why exactly am i writing at all? who do i want to see my writings? random people? friends ( Read more... )

so yeah ive been down in the dumps again recently. i duno know why, its just a strange, all pervasive feeling of uncomfitness that i cant really locate. i feel as though theres a big divide between my mind and my body, my mind is ok, but for some reason my body is the part of me thats depressed. it could be my allergies, i suffer from them pretty ( Read more... )

hey everyone! its been a long time since ive posted anything genuinely interesting on this blog, so here ya go. this, my friends, is


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stop worrying everyone! im ok... its been surprising how many concerned friends have approached me to buck up and talk to me like i was about to commit suicide or something.... i really appreciate all the kind words and concern, but i think it was a bit much to be honest. its nice to know people care about me, thats for sure. but since my last ( Read more... )

yeah so i havent been in the best mood lately. i guess what the real problem has been is that there isn't any really cool fun stuff thats been happening in my life lately. everything seems to be of either the overtly dramatic sort that isnt very fun to handle, or just moving around stuff mentally or physically trying to make things fit a bit more ( Read more... )