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umm

I broke up with tyler.

Aaaand yeah.  Thats about it.  Exciting. Huh.
(PS who needs a roommate for august?)

hey look its me.

hi.

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Laying on the bathroom floor
Kitty licks my cheek once more
And i could try
But waking up is harder when you wanna die

i don't know what i'm doing with my life anymore. 
my antagonist is my lifeless intercepting mood that makes me not want to do anything.  fuck, i need motive.  fuck, i need something.

i'm gonna make it go away, like it never happened
like the author ran out of ink, before you got to me
it doesn't matter, you have your answer
my breath upon yer hand
my breath upon yer hand
cos we're never far from another life
but i never wanted to make you spend the night
with yer loneliest thoughts
will you come around this time
will i be left ( Read more... )

more and more i feel like i'm doing a bad impersonation of myself

i wish i was still 7

things are getting nowhere. i dunno why i just noticed it.

i'm sobbing like some kind of uncontrolable tart.

i wish people would stop taking other people for granted because once they are gone you'll realize what you had and never even tried at.
maybe i'm to blame.

i never try at anything.  just look at my fucking grades, my fucking job, my ( Read more... )

as usual, bad dreams ( Read more... )

i want to go someplace ( Read more... )

i've been having really bad nightmares for the past like...three days ( Read more... )

Entrails trail the bike trail. There was an animal fight here, blood and guts speckling the pavement ( Read more... )