Ugh...whoo...this was a night to remember. I got to go see RENT tonight! I cannot believe it!!! I was SO depressed all these past few days and lightly all these past few weeks because..Julianne told me she was gonna go see RENT and I was like when??? And she told me but then she said it was already sold out(keep in mind this was like a month ago) ( Read more... )

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Hey all....Ugh...I'm so tired...I haven't gotten much sleep lately. Hmm...well I wanted to tell about yesterday..and what happened. hahaha...ok SO I will, yo? (by the way I'm in one of my dazed, 60's talkin' moods, grrr) Well anyway...yesterday...sunday I had planned on going to the movies with Amber...well, it turns out her parents said she couldn ( Read more... )

Another good day....great in some ways...so-so in some ways...but overall good. Heh, I THOUGHT I had a history test to makeup this morning, so I showed up ready to take a test...and I waited for 7 years and finally I walked off and I saw Amy, who informed me that we would be taking the test in class, later that afternoon. Well, yeah, I went to BCIS ( Read more... )

Ahhhh I feel grand...I've had great fun these past few days...the play is being performed, I get outta class, I make new friends, and just overall fun...And the best part - I've found someone new...a special someone named Amber. She is sooo nice and sooo wonderful and we share SO many things in common...thats why both of us started to fall for each ( Read more... )

I think I've reached the lowest of all lows.....I feel so terrible, I'm so lonely and no one is here for me. I can't sleep, I don't eat, and I never feel like myself. I put on a mask in front of everyone....I may act happy but I'm not, I'm so horribly depressed I can't even begin to express it. I was lead on again...lead to believe false things, ( Read more... )

You know....I feel extremely odd. Something happened to me today after theatre....Something extremely personal. I can't even believe I told ANYONE about it, it's so crazy. I don't know whether I liked it or not, all I know is it REALLY freaked me out...I'm not going to say unless you ask me personally and I like....REALLY trust you. But it pertains ( Read more... )

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Agh.....after waiting 2 looong school years....I am finally in Theatre Productions. ::bows:: I've gotta tell the story now...Well, I was just sitting in the theatre office, on the computer looking at some site and talking on ILLEGAL AIM....::gaps gasp:: and then I heard Mrs. Williams release the class for a bathroom break from the black box so I ( Read more... )

Everytime the blade touches my skin....and I pull it across...I feel the indescribable sensation it brings me, and I am released....When I see the red, and if I don't taste it...I think of you....you are the reason for my pain.....I would never hurt myself without a reason...it's just....That feeling...everytime...I feel the same thing, and I grow ( Read more... )