Argh, I've had the BEST 4 days ever...and it'll most likely be five after today. Well the only reason why I count Thursday is because on Thursday I had it planned to go see the play with Kim at 7:30...well, when I got home I walked in and my parents yelled from the back patio, "Jacob, come look who's here", so I went to see who it was and who was ( Read more... )

I am so depressed...I want to f*in die.....I am so g*d angry.....Today I had a bad stomach problem and I didnt feel good to begin with and I REALLy didn't wanna go to band and feel worse. Well, i decided I was gonna try and get out of band....ONCE....ONCE SINCE I WAS IN 7TH GRADE....I have never tried to do this before, cause I'm NOT a bad kid. I ( Read more... )

First of all, I'm not going to let anything get me TOO down....since I still remember that I have friends who actually care about me. But anyways...last night I went to Julianne's worthy adviser induction(its for a thingy she's involved in called Rainbow), she signed me, Theo, and Theo's mom up for the "kitchen crew", which just meant we prepared ( Read more... )

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OoOoOoooo.....well everything seems to be going very well, school has started..I seem to like most of my teachers..band isn't THAT bad..so yeah.....I met new friends too(yee-uh)like Kelly(the coolest?) and Brittany, the french hornists who rock. AND THERE IS ANOTHER MCKINLEY but she spells it McKinnley, but it's annoying cause I WANT TO BE THE ONLY ( Read more... )

***first off I had an ENTIRE entry written and I had to open google to find how to spell BROBDINGNAGIAN and when I closed google IT CLOSED MY ENTRY!!! I HATE LIFE, AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!*** I went to band today only to find out that I had to go march the SECOND I got there...in the heat...and then I came in to play my instrument and got griped at cause ( Read more... )

I love being loved, but I hate being hated....All I ask is that my friends show at least an ounce of love....some do, don't get me wrong, but other...whoa ho ho, no love for YOUUU Jacob! ::smile smile smile and fun:: ::death glare/loneliness:: I loathe being lonely and I like to make people feel less lonely when I can. Its not fair to have... ( Read more... )

I love the way people are blatantly ignorant to the fact that something IS wrong with me that I can't deal with alone...I can't stand it when people get angry with me(for long periods of time)when I SERIOUSLY can't help it....It hurts alot on my part when I hurt them, but still they don't understand, I'm still not even sure if I understand...nobody ( Read more... )

Unnngh......People say they care, but the don't. They say they love me, but I cease to feel it. Close friends seem to be placing me and their other friends in order from "best friends to lesser best/good friends" and it is SO annoying......I don't rate my friends....I love them all equally, through everything, even i I don't show it.....But I sense ( Read more... )