I'm just sitting here at a friend's house being able to get out of my stuffy home for a while, I owe them big time for that.. I just wish there was something I could do explaining of how I feel for them. What I mean is my feelings to my friend are coming back and I'm afraid that they are because it'll ruin everything since I know inside they have ( Read more... )

I've thought alot of things even with my "personality" I have that is negative. It's not fair that I have it nor that I place it out there and I feel really bad for doing it wishing I could go back in time but I can't and there's nothing I can do. He probably won't talk to me anymore which I understand if her doesn't I wouldn't either if that ( Read more... )

Well this is it, maybe I'll see everyone when I get back maybe I won't.. who knows, but what I do know is I can't kick anyone's butt lol! That one's for you Ashley :P I am proud with what I am doing for myself since no one else is, I think I am doing a good deed though I wanted AirForce more, but this is what I get for keeping a recruiter around no ( Read more... )

Well I just joined the ARMY but it was an accident but too I joined to help out family more.. so I have two weeks to decide on whether to go or not.. not sure yet, but soon I'll find something on what I'll do. But I am proud if I stay though and if not I'm not losing much either.. I just hate that I felt intimidated though that's all... but I'll do ( Read more... )

Walking around the lake today I've realized something that I've bever thought in my mind really... It's more than anything that has hit me hard in the hear especially with something I've told someone who meant alot to me and now they never want to talk to me anymore. I've been awake for three days going on four and hadn't eaten in three days now, ( Read more... )