I have a new journal.... well I've had it but for anyone who doesn't know it. it's....  elyse_marie

new years eve i was basically at my house all day in a real bitchy mood. i dk just didnt feel like being bothered. kinda decided i wanted to stay by myself fer the night, even though i was supposed to go to Bryans and what not. well that didnt happen & i didnt stay by myself completely either ( Read more... )

dats right im illin in chestertucky...! im @ jessica's dads hizzle.. hehe out by my old hizzle!!1

wow its so weird bein out chillin herre... but i like it! :) tightness

holla

i love ya! :)

im out.

well lets see, me & ma played cards fer awhile, bryan came over then dan finally got herre so we played more cards... drank a lil. me and bryan got into a fight because of somethinng that my mom said and she shouldnt of. i cryed, we talked, everythings okaay now i assume. talked to jessica last night too aaahh i feel so much better now that i ( Read more... )

Lets see....

-On Christmas Eve it was me, ma, sue, bryan, kari & dan. I got a flat screen tv & table thing from sue. My warm vanilla sugar lotion thingy from bryan w/a bear. I got a gift card from dan. Then I went to dads house and they opened presents over there and dad got me a baby blue hoodie.. oh i was happy. then we watched tv and went to ( Read more... )

Most everyone is out on christmas break already but i still have school tomorrow... not fair. since i didnt go on friday cuz i was sick i didnt go today either.. didnt really feel like it. I HATE SCHOOL...

I was up til like 4 this morning. I started wrapping christmas gifts.. then played blackjack.. *jack i miss you* to try and get my mind off ( Read more... )

last night i was on my way to the mall w/bryan and there was an accident... gosh it just made me think about what happend. then he told me cummin to my house there was an accident on gratiot. i couldnt even imagine the accident scene w/jack and marvin and frankly i dont want to, i herd it was really bad. but every time i even herd the werd it made ( Read more... )

i dont understand why he has to take people from us ( Read more... )

yea its been that long. it sux i hate every minute of it. shes been on my mind alot more then usual lately. but it is christmas time and all that gayness. i miss her so much. all i want for christmas is to see her again, thats all ive wanted since it happend. RIP baby girl. i love you very much and you are truely missed.... :(

tomorrow is the big 7 ( Read more... )

i was writing a letter to jessica today, and it really made me think about things. Everything i could of possible gotten out i did and yeah i felt better afterwards but everything i said was so true, its really upsetting ( Read more... )