why am i the most terrible person to have one of these, i dont ever update it. oh well, once in a blue moon is fine ( Read more... )

lets recap.

in the past two years i have...

1. got a car blown up
2. got into a car accident
3. been majorly broke beyond poverty
4. been robbed
5. twice
6. quit my job
7. not went to school.

a big fuck my life, whats next? murder? rape?

great start to a birfday.

im going to go hang randy orton on my wall and fantasize about a huge legacy orgy. thanks brooke!

night<3

dude i never write in this fuckin thing. so heres the deal....

nothing. yeah.

oh and brooke. i am kinda upset about jericho. i dont know why. probably cause he didnt talk at all.

iiiimmmmmmm bored.

i have stitches, in my vent?

i think they should make a spin off show of the biggest loser and make the biggest boozer, then id rip that shit up.

on a side note....

i have stitches..... i have stitches in my vent?

drunk. again. for the like 16th night in a row since i havent been working at dairy queen,, maybe i should use my money for something reasonable like bills and not bottles upon bottles of liquor.

fuck my lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

So. Im sitting here at my computer munchin on some chips and it hit me.

I should be going to school. I should not be working two jobs instead. I need to do something with my life and not sit around like a bump on a frog. Or log. Whatever.

I need some motivation.

its almost a new year. wow.

um. im pretty sure next year is gonna blow as much as this year, and last year, and last year.

dude. life fuckin sucks.

its kinda like this. i want what i cant have and i cant have what i want. if i do get what i want i undoubtedly fuck it up. i dont want to get out of bed. i have nothing to look forward to when i wake up in the morning, except that i hope no one calls off of work tonight. i need to move out. i need to be on my own. i need to just get away and start ( Read more... )